My battery is dying, and I feel more alone now than I ever have in my life. If this, at the ripe age of 21, is where my life is headed, I need to take a sharp U-turn and find the mistakes that I have made. Or maybe keep speeding along and hope that someone comes to my rescue before I fall asleep at the wheel. Maybe that's what my problem is. I wait for people to come to me, and I never go out of my way to find other people. It has always worked for me. I find that when I go out on a limb looking, I get trampled on and ultimately hurt.